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April 15th, 2009

My dog is dead again

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Yesterday I get home from working 10pm to 7am. My dog has been sick and I get home and my dad looks at me, starts crying and tells me we are going to put him down. My whole family went to put him down. It was so fucking sad. We all are crying hugging and depressed. I hate being home because it doesnt feel like home without a dog.

February 12th, 2009

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I really do fucking hate life

July 8th, 2006

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I need a new life...

December 7th, 2005

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I don't know how to take the thoughts in my head and express them to people. I have so much that I want to say to certain people, and when I try to tell them I just draw a blank. I hate confrontation, I hate telling people how it is. I just wish that I could express myself clearly. But I cannot do that. I look back at my entries and they make no fucking sense and I am the one that wrote them. How do I expect others to understand me?

September 10th, 2005

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Thanks to Becky for making the kick ass banner for me!!!

September 1st, 2005

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Wow I am ready to drop out of college...

July 20th, 2005

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I am sick and tired of being on the back burner.

May 11th, 2005

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I let my friends walk all over me. I am down visiting Caitlin. Who I just let her go to her boyfriends house while I sit here in her room, with her friend and her boyfriend (who happens to be Caitlin's brother). Why do I let people walk all over me? Why do I let them get away with everything...Be back on the 15th...I feel like none of my friends want me around.

May 5th, 2005

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I am not sure what made me ask my mom how my dog is doing before I hung up with her a few minutes ago. But I did and she goes well since you asked; he is having trouble going down stairs to go outside, and to get up them we have to pick up his back legs to help him up the stairs. I don't want my dog to get old. I can not stand that thought of coming home and not getting attacked by him and him just following me around because he knows I am the one who spoils him. He is my baby dog. He sleeps with me at night when I am home. He looks to me when he has to go out, when he wants a snack he knows I am the sucker that will give it to him. There has been talk of puting him down. Which makes me cry. He is a part of the family. I never understood how people can become so attached to dogs and cats until I got one. I get the best nights sleep when he is sleeping next to me. You know what the worst part is when my mom was telling me this I started to cry. I feel stupid for crying but my mom was like and you know your father and I have different views on what is the right thing to do, to put him to sleep or let him life till we have to pick him up and carry him outside. It really makes me upset. I remember the first day we got Luke. He was this little tiny fur ball in this huge cage we borrowed from the Shea's. On the drive home from North Shore Animal League we all were fighting over what to name hime. He got scared and started to bark, cry and howl. I have the best picture of him when he was a puppy playing with one of the 100s of toys we had gotten for him. I have so many family memories that include him. Hell he made my grandma's funeral easier on me. During the funeral he was in the car he ate an entire pound of bread and got sick. Then on the way to the Cape, he took a shit on my shoe. Everyone laughed except me. Now I wish I could go back in time and just keep him at that age for the rest of my life. He is not the smartest dog, he is not the best looking dog, but he is my dog and to me he is the best dog. Sorry I just needed to get that out...

May 1st, 2005

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Name: Laura

Birth date: 8/16
Birth place: NYU

Current Location: Kutztown
Eye Color:Green/Hazel
Hair Color: Brown
Righty or Lefty: Righty
Zodiac Sign: Leo

Your heritage: Mutt...a little of everything
Shoes you wore today: sneakers...old school Adidas
Your weakness:hmmmm...idk
Your fears:being alone
Your perfect pizza:Has to be from John's Pizza on Bleeker ave in NY...
Goal you'd like to achieve: Have a real job and family

Your most overused phrase on AIM: lol
Your thoughts first waking up:Did I oversleep class again?
Your best physical feature:mmmm I think I have to say tits...
Your bedtime: when ever I fall asleep
Your most missed memory: caitlin

Pepsi or Coke: depends
McDonald's or Burger King:BK
Single or group dates: how about a date?
Adidas or Nike: Adidas for cleats and shoes, Nike for shorts
Lipton Tea or Nestea: I hate ice tea
Chocolate or vanilla: both
Cappuccino or coffee: no thanks

Smoke: yes
Cuss: yes
Take a shower: i try to be clean
Like(d) high school: it was ok
Want to get married: yes, in the future
Believe in yourself: sometimes
Get motion sickness: when i was little
Think you're attractive: not really
Think you're a health freak: hahaha no
Get along with your parents: most of the time
Like thunderstorms: YES...Ria Vista in a thunderstorm is the BEST
Play an instrument: played...violin

Drank alcohol: yes
Gone to the mall: yes
Been on stage: no
Eaten an entire box of Oreos: no
Eaten sushi: gross
Been dumped: no
Gone skating: no
Gone skinny dipping: no
Dyed your hair: no
Stolen anything: no

Played a game that required removal of clothing: yes
Been trashed or extremely intoxicated: yes
Been caught "doing something": no
Been called a tease: oh yah
Gotten beaten up: yes
Shoplifted: no
Changed who you were to fit in: yes

Age you hope to be married: before i am 30 is all i want
Numbers of Children: 2
Describe your dream wedding: small clost friends and family...
How do you want to die: in my sleep
What do you want to be when you grow up: happy
What country would you most like to visit: Bali

Best eye color?: any
Best hair color?: whatever looks good on them...
Height: taller then 5'10"

Best first date location: anything that is fun
Articles of clothing: something nice but casual
Personality: be yourself
Best first kiss location: lips? what?

Number of people I could trust with my life: a few
Number of CD's I own: 30ish
Number of piercings: 1 in each ear
Number of tattoos: 0 want to get one though
Number of times my name has appeared in the newspaper: i dont know...too many times to count
Number of scars on my body: hahahahahaha way to many
Number of things in my past that I regret: a few.
Currently Reading: textbooks?
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